I am running AWAY!!!

So Belle had to use the restroom and we were in the car so I whipped out a diaper and she used that... She was not happy to use a diaper. We got home and I went out back to sweep the porch forgetting she had a diaper still on. Belle was climbing a tree and she said, "Mom can you take this diaper off?" Being a good Mom I should have said oh yeah Belle come on... BUT... I said, "Hold on Belle let me finish and I will change you!"

BELLE GOT MAD

Belle started yelling random things that made no sense and pacing back a forth...

I kept sweeping while watching her with my eyes popping open wondering.... what in the world is happening!???

Then out of no where Belle yells.... "AHHHHHHHH I can't stand you, Ahhh I want a new life a new Mother, I am leaving I am running away.... I am out of here...."

Being a good mother I should have just gone up hugged her and got the diaper off... BUT instead I said, "Well do you want to pack your things up and take them or are you just leaving??"

She glared at me and yelled, "I AM JUST LEAVING... GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!!"

and she left.... walked out of the back yard and up the street. I just let her... Of course I followed her without her seeing me. She ended up running to our front door pounding on it screaming,"MOM, MOM, MOM... You open this door!!"  I was standing not to far behind so if she were to turn around she would see me. She kept ringing the door bell and then, she turned around and saw me.... She ran and hid at the neighbors door. I don't even know how to describe how I was feeling... I wanted to laugh, cry, laugh, call for her, cry, laugh.... it was a mess!!! But I just stood there holding Paige and Cash was clinging to my leg saying, "She is craaazy!" Hahah

Belle finally started sobbing.... She ran to me and hugged me. Hugged me for a long time....With tears pouring down her face she cried, "I never want a new Mommy, I want you and I love you. I never will run away again. I'm sorry Mama!!!" We hugged and I said. "I love you too Belle... how about we go take that diaper off!!! She smiled and the day went on!!!

Haahaa I love you Belle!!!

Valentines 2013

I don't know if you can tell but I LOVE holidays... any reason to celebrate I am all for it!! I especially love Valentines day... Yes we love each other everyday BUT... not everyday can we go crazy and spoil each other with pure LOVE!!! hahah So Belle got invited to a friends house the day before Valentines to Cash and I while Paige was sleeping had a sugar cookie date! Man is Cash a huge helper... He could probably make the whole dough, roll them out, cut out the shapes, and bake them if I let him! He likes to see how much flour he can get on himself! We had such a great time together...

Then Valentines arrived and Cupid came which the kids know it's me and they know I do it because they say "You just love us!!!" You better believe it! So we spent the rest of the day babysitting and playing outside with sooo many kids! We came home and had heart shaped pizzas and fruit... And decorated the cookies Cash and I made.

Later after the kids went to bed I spent the rest of the night with Monkey Man the love of my life!!! He made  lamb Kebabs holy delicious...with a candle light dinner that I decorated with my trying to be creative ideas!! When I walked in the kitchen at first though Monkey had the table decked out with 100 things he loved about me... I am not a cheesy person haha I LOVED IT!!!

Valentines was so great... The play dough cracked me up. He did the arrow with my hands and I did the heart! So funny! We had to do something Valentine-ish and he made a teddy bear and a flower and I made cupid! Nights like these will for reals never be forgotten!!! I love you Monkey!