Monkeys

So I decided I need to tell a little bit about about my life the last 11 months! So February of last year finding out that I was going to have a baby was probably the best feeling I have ever had. Before Monkey and I got married we decided we weren't going to start having kids till at least a year. Haha did that change... a month and a half after we were married i was pregnant with little Belle. I wish everyone could see Monkey's Face when he found out we were going to have a baby! I am suprisedhe didn't faint! As the months went on I felt so bad for Monkey I was pretty sick and all I wanted to do is lay in our old folks home on the couch that I swear someone died on and watch the disney channel! Monkey was use to me going everywhere and never really holding still! Then bam he got the complete opposite. All he heard is Monkey hurry sonic is closing in like ten minutes I need a chili dog!!! Anyways long story short Monkey was amazing he did everything for me. I will always be so grateful for him, what a amazing person. So finally Belle came! Oh and I don't know how to describe how I feel now being a mother. I love that little girl so much. I love when she wakes up cause without fail she always looks up and smiles and I know this is so cheesy but it seriously just melts my heart. What a miracle it is to have children. I will never regret having children so early. I especially love when Belle and Monkey are together, he loves her so much! He just stares at her and anyone that sees him with her knows the love he has for her. I am so grateful for these months we have had so far with Belle. Yes it has been hard and very emotionally (I am not even talking about breast feeding!) but I have loved every moment.