Thursday, July 16, 2009

MOTHERHOOD!

So today I was having a moment of pregnacy where I thought holy cow how am I going to do this over again... I hope someone has felt this way so I know I am not a whimpy Prego- but I probably am. I have found myself so tired that even thinking about washing the dish makes me want to cry! haha and getting in the shower is a chore for me everyday! PLEASE let there be someone else out there that knows what I am talkin about!!!! Today I decided to take a nap with Belle. She was laying on her stomach and I was right next to her and she kept on laying her face on my face. Then she would get uncomfortable and lay her head on the bed and then all of a sudden she would pop her head up and lay her face right back on my face!!! haha she kept doing this till she fell asleep. I just got to grateful... and I thought you know what, everyday I am sick and tired it is worth every mintue!! Belle has been such a blessing. And for someone who can't talk she sure has taught me so many lessons!!!

she makes me smile when I am mad

She makes me laugh when I don't want to!


I have fun when I have no energy!


There is always the kissy face!


no matter how hard things are (dishes) I can do it!


there is beauty in everything!

Be content with little things... like Handy Manny!


there is always something to do

Be curious!




Dance!! It will make you happy if your sad!

Belle has gotten this habit where when she wants me or wants me to come get her... she gets so mad and yells Maaa ma maa ma MA!!! I know she isn't saying Mama yet but it sure sounds like it and it sure makes me feel important when I leave the room and I hear her yell that!!! HAHAH I love her so much. I am so excited for our new baby. I know it is going to be so hard and I will be more tired than I am know but honestly I am excited. And I know that I have to remember that through the hard times of this pregnancy what a blessing our new one will be!

4 comments:

This Crafty Mom said...

oh, i know what you mean! i just want to crawl into a hole and cry whenever i think about doing the dishes, laundry, sweeping or even change a diaper... i feel like someone is asking me to do the impossible and i have to do it but i feel like i can't but i have to... i promise it is normal. I think it is b/c our bodies want to take it easy and just grow a baby but we can't stay still...

thank god for hubbies, right?

good luck and keep us posted!

Mamie said...

ohhh I am so glad!!!! Alex I wish we lived by each other so we could just not do the dishes together!! I know I am so grateful I have Oliver! We miss you guys!

Unknown said...

i am totally there with you. i am a neat freak and i havent cleaned in about a week and even that was hard to do. poor Payton. atleast Payton still naps. i dont know what i would do if he didnt.

Kristina said...

your amazing! seriously! I didn't even move off the couch when i was preggers! and I am so excited to see an aditional beautiful person added to your adorable family!