Lump???

So this last couple months I have been on this no diary diet because of Cash's possible allergy to it and I have been trying to excersize just so I can get healthy or loose some of this baby fat... Anyway I have lost quite a bit and it started to worry me a little cause how much I was loosing in so short of time! Anyways time passes and I start noticing a lump on my upper thigh. And out of no where it gets HUGE... Like the size of a half softball. I make a doctors appointment this last friday to get it checked out...

(I have had 2 surgeries in the past on my hip and it hasn't worked too well... I have had pain in my hip that previous doctors said they could do nothing about.)

The doctor examines it and she gets a very weird look on her face. She tells me that it isn't scar tissue from my previous surgeries. She said it wasn't a tumor thankfully, she said it was hard like bone structure... So she sent me to the hospital to get x-rays.

The x-ray techs were funny- I asked them if I could see the x rays and the warned me that it didn't look normal. one of them said "Hey well at atleast your different!" hahah thanks! Anyways my hip did look strange. My hip sockets especially.(I am just so grateful I lost some weight cause I might not have ever known the lump was there... I feel like that was a blessing from Heavenly Father)

My doctor said the would study them and get back to me sometime on Monday to let me know what needs to happen.

It is monday at 2:48pm and no call...
I don't really know what to do with myself.
I have done all the laundry, cleaned my room, kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, and the kids are sleeping.
Monkey is at lab and I am blogging! haha Blogging for some reason helps me. I guess because it gives me a chance to write how I am feeling

I am feeling so anxious! For some reason I am not to nervous. My incredible family fasted for me yesterday and for Cash so just in case I need surgery and can't be here he will take a bottle. Which I am so excited to say he drank out of a sippy cup today. Which put my heart at ease. I am so grateful that I know Heavenly Father answers prayers and knows of each one of our needs. No matter how many people are in this world her heres us.

I have been thinking of possible outcomes that could happen:

1. nothing, they could just say theres nothing we can do like last time (which I pray does not happen, I hope this time I will finally be able to get better)

2. A little surgery to remove the lump... and I will only need a week to recovery and maybe no more pain.

3. a big surgery to fix my whole hip that will take a longer time to heal... which I hope does not happe

4. medicine that could help???? I don't know

5. I have no clue

Well I am probably just going to call to see whats going on...