Tuesday, January 28, 2014

cookies and feelings


I only have 11 days left here in Salt Lake City and I have so many different emotions... I am already wanting to bawl thinking about leaving Jac and her kids and Nat and her kids. Yes we will see each other again, but it won't be the same. Seeing each other everyday and spending so much time together. Laughing about nothing, doing music videos, making cookies, pulling our hair out because a child wiped poo on the sink or put vicks rub all over, laughing at the little things our kids learned from each other, eating healthy, and being there for each other. I look at little Jensen and I feel like I have seen him change and grow so much... I will miss that so much. I've become very attached to these kids and even more attached  to my sisters! Leaving will be so bitter....
It's a good thing I am going to Colorado to be with family or I don't think I could survive this move. Being with and getting to know my family more in Colorado will be sweet....

1 comment:

Joleane said...

I can't believe another rotation is coming to a close. It's always difficult to move... again, but leaving family behind is awful. You can do it though! You're the toughest person I know!
Give your kids hugs and kisses from us. We miss you all so much!!!