Oh mercy! You would think I was ready to deliver already and not have 3 more months to go! This pregnancy has for sure been interesting! She defiantly kicks and moves way more than Belle or Cash ever did!! Today I was holding Belle and Paige kept kicking like get off me! Later in the car Belle goes...
Belle- "Mom, I don't want to ever be pregnant..."
Me- "What?!!! Why?!!"
Belle- "Because I don't want to the baby to kick me!"
Me- "Belle that is a good thing if the baby kicks... it doesn't hurt. It means the baby is getting big and that is so good!"
Belle- "But I don't want a baby..."
Me- "Well I bet you will when you get married... it's very special"
Belle- "But I will get sick...."
OHHHH hahah having a baby is quite the 9 months. I am so grateful I became a mother! Yes I have my moments... but never regret! Right now I feel huge... I have gained 35 pounds which is not suppose to happen and I eat fine... So I just am a lucky one! I feel tired, I feel like a blob most the time .... but I am so grateful! Yes I am bigger than I have ever been and it's going to take a lot of work to even try to get back where I was. Yes I have more stretch marks than a zebra has stripes, Yes my legs look like giant size sausages, Yes I have heart burn, Yes I get sick, Yes when I walk up the stairs I feel like I am moving a boulder, Yes I have issues, Yes I am a totally disaster at times.... But when I lay down and see little Paige move and Belle and Cash whispering hello to her... My heart swells with complete gratitude! I am so in love with my two children! Every hard thing pregnancy has to offer I would do it again to have these sweet little ones. Bad and good days! So hopefully I will bare these next 3 months with the same gratitude! July 1, 2012 can't come any sooner! So sweet Belle hopefully you will look forward to having your own baby! It's the most amazing thing you'll ever do! You won't want to miss it! Especially if you have a baby like you! I love you Belle!

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Your so beautiful!
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