A Moment....

Oh I need to share a moment I had yesterday- I was at my whits end... I was angry as all get out at Belle. I basically put her in her room and wanted to leave her in there till she was old enough to move out of my house. I seriously lost my mind. I was banging things, throwing clothes, yelling at Monkey, and sobbing... I was saying how I was done being a mom, done with my ridiculously never clean house, I was done cleaning up after slobs, done being a wife, and Monkey get those books off my stinkin bed, I am leaving!!! I am done with all this crap!... I was going bonkers... (this happens at least once or twice when I am pregnant!). Anyways I ran downstairs and started hyperventilating on the couch... Cash followed me and he walks up to me and says, "SNOOCK MOM (snack)?, fuoot snock (fruit snack) mom?, dink (drink).... Mom.... mooom.... (me still bawling my eyes out having a hard time breathing and not answering him).... Mom? you okay? Mommy okay? oooooo MAMA... you okay." Then Cash crawls up onto my lab and starts stroking my face so gently and says again, "Mama are you ok? It's okay Mom. Oooohh ohhh mama, oooooh!" He started kissing me over and over! I have no idea how he broke the insanity I was going through but I smiled... still crying and said, "yes Mama is okay!" He just continued hugging and kissing me and saying he loved me! I of course calmed down and realized- Life is not what I was making it out to be at that moment....Relax! So thank you Cash man for helping Mommy! I think you saved the day for everyone! I know Daddy really thanks you too! I love you so very much Cash! You to Belle you big Stink!!!